Peace...

Ah, after posting that last long rant, I have come to peace.
I realized that after reading my last journal entry, I was being selfish, stupid, ignorant, and only thinking of myself. That is a sin that yet I still strive for to erase from myself.
So what? Who cares if I miss Halloween? It's just some stupid holiday like Valentine's Day that the big business corporations had put together to help feed their businesses. I mean, just look at all those decorations and commercials they put out. Besides, all that candy I eat can't be good for me.Will Halloween really make a difference and etch a memory into my mind? I doubt it. Alas, I've been sixteen for almost 4 days now, and I'm failing to be mature. What will become of me if I ever become an adult? If I continue to have these childish impulses, surely I would not be able to live a comfortable life.
Alas, I should just enjoy what I'm able to. Everybody else is out having a fun time at a friend's house. But I must not envy them. I must think about all those children out there who never ever felt the happiness in holidays. I must consider myself lucky.
And so with that, I leave all of you, and I hope you all have a very, very Happy Halloween.
Happy Halloween!
Good night.